Post by Christine Danielle Daaé on May 31, 2012 9:05:38 GMT -5
I haven't much time, but as quickly as i possibly can i must pen down my thoughts! You are indeed not my usual diary but any from of record that i can keep of the events that transpire over the next period of time i shall seize immidiatly!
I am at a loss of woods at where to begein, so much has happened, and oh so quickly! I have come to realize just how foolish i am, how foolish i have been in my actions and words! I have used and hurt both the love of my life and the man who is like a brother to me.
It all started halfway through the performance of romeo and juliet, i had by my phantoms grace gotten the part of juliet, yet foolishly i had run from him.......i caught him in the act of something that, even to this day causes a slight uneasiness within my breast.
But that is beside the point, we had reached the halfway point i beleive, and my spirits had soared beleiving i was free of phantom, oh how foolish a thought!
Immidiatly erik swooped down and grabbed me in his arms, now something i silently beg to happen but then i was fighting. He dragged me down to his lair where i sit writing now and attempted to rape me.
Oh poor man, he didn't actually mean an ounce of harm, he simply wanted to show me his love and i was too foolish to see it!
I hit him on the head with a large rock and ran only out of the bedroom for their stood raoul with a gun, and when phantom came to retreive me....they began to fight and i saw raoul shoot him!
I remember stepping forward to rush to him when i slipped and hit my head.....i awoke back in the bedroom and ran to the very place i saw him fell, i don not know if he is alive or dead but i shall find out as soon as i can even if it means turning this opera house inside out to find out!
I am at a loss of woods at where to begein, so much has happened, and oh so quickly! I have come to realize just how foolish i am, how foolish i have been in my actions and words! I have used and hurt both the love of my life and the man who is like a brother to me.
It all started halfway through the performance of romeo and juliet, i had by my phantoms grace gotten the part of juliet, yet foolishly i had run from him.......i caught him in the act of something that, even to this day causes a slight uneasiness within my breast.
But that is beside the point, we had reached the halfway point i beleive, and my spirits had soared beleiving i was free of phantom, oh how foolish a thought!
Immidiatly erik swooped down and grabbed me in his arms, now something i silently beg to happen but then i was fighting. He dragged me down to his lair where i sit writing now and attempted to rape me.
Oh poor man, he didn't actually mean an ounce of harm, he simply wanted to show me his love and i was too foolish to see it!
I hit him on the head with a large rock and ran only out of the bedroom for their stood raoul with a gun, and when phantom came to retreive me....they began to fight and i saw raoul shoot him!
I remember stepping forward to rush to him when i slipped and hit my head.....i awoke back in the bedroom and ran to the very place i saw him fell, i don not know if he is alive or dead but i shall find out as soon as i can even if it means turning this opera house inside out to find out!
