Post by phantomsdarkangel on Apr 19, 2012 13:11:47 GMT -5
Hey guys,
Lately, I haven't been replying to posts. But the first month of school hasn't been easy for me and I'm going through a lot.
I have already many projects to do for school and it's too much. I tend to get anxiety attacks when I'm under too much stress and those are not cool. They had stopped happening for a while, but I have had more than seven this past month. That's a sign that my body needs to slow down a little.
As many of you now, I have a girlfriend and she's my priority now. So, I focus on keeping my relationship, which is the most important thing in my life, what makes me truly happy beside all the stress.
Yes, I consider RP to be an escape and it's what I need, but my PotO inspiration is almost completely gone right now. I'm trying to get it back as soon as possible. In the meantime, I've been writing a short novel, which keeps me into the habit of writing until I get this fandom's muse back.
This is directed to Mel. We do have a little plot going on and I'm deeply sorry I haven't been replying. I just wanted to know what you'd like to do, since I know I will be back, but many roleplayers get mad and decide to drop the plot... :/ I'm really sorry, Mel, but whatever happens to Raoul and Ellen is up to you...
To Silence, I know we were going to get 2004 Raoul and Christine to meet in the manor, and I promise you will do that as soon as I get back, if you're still up for it.
I'll be here, getting online, to do the moderating stuff, mostly. Remember you have a thread where you can list the threads that have been finished and I will move them all when I get on. (Which I haven't done because my computer doesn't let me get on my Global Moderator account, I haven't forgotten. I'll do it probably this weekend, when I'm at my grandma's house.)
To the rest of you, I'm sorry, know that I love you and that you are awesome.
I really hope you understand...
~Pau.
Lately, I haven't been replying to posts. But the first month of school hasn't been easy for me and I'm going through a lot.
I have already many projects to do for school and it's too much. I tend to get anxiety attacks when I'm under too much stress and those are not cool. They had stopped happening for a while, but I have had more than seven this past month. That's a sign that my body needs to slow down a little.
As many of you now, I have a girlfriend and she's my priority now. So, I focus on keeping my relationship, which is the most important thing in my life, what makes me truly happy beside all the stress.
Yes, I consider RP to be an escape and it's what I need, but my PotO inspiration is almost completely gone right now. I'm trying to get it back as soon as possible. In the meantime, I've been writing a short novel, which keeps me into the habit of writing until I get this fandom's muse back.
This is directed to Mel. We do have a little plot going on and I'm deeply sorry I haven't been replying. I just wanted to know what you'd like to do, since I know I will be back, but many roleplayers get mad and decide to drop the plot... :/ I'm really sorry, Mel, but whatever happens to Raoul and Ellen is up to you...
To Silence, I know we were going to get 2004 Raoul and Christine to meet in the manor, and I promise you will do that as soon as I get back, if you're still up for it.
I'll be here, getting online, to do the moderating stuff, mostly. Remember you have a thread where you can list the threads that have been finished and I will move them all when I get on. (Which I haven't done because my computer doesn't let me get on my Global Moderator account, I haven't forgotten. I'll do it probably this weekend, when I'm at my grandma's house.)
To the rest of you, I'm sorry, know that I love you and that you are awesome.
I really hope you understand...
~Pau.
