Post by lyddietalise on Mar 23, 2012 13:47:53 GMT -5
Hey all! I realize my rp replies have been slacking...I know. I'm a terrible rper. The only person who I rp with without any issue's is my girlfriend, through skype. With her everything just comes easily. But lately, especially on PM I've been finding it very difficult to stay in character and get to my replies.
I'm not saying I'm leaving. I love PM and almost all of the rper's on here. But my replies will be lacking when I don't have inspiration. I guess I'm just extremely stressed lately and that's caused me to slack here. I need to focus more on my plans for the future. I need a job and finances to get to film school and it's jut not happening. I can't do what some people do and put rp first. RP isn't life. It's fun, yes, but it's not everything. There are some people who rp as though it were their life and I just can't. I have dreams and goals I want to accomplish. I have a beautiful girl in my life who I put before everything except my goals. Because she's a part of those goals. I can't lose the chance to not only accomplish my goals because rp is important. Life's complicated. RP is not life for me. My future and my girl are my life. End of story. Besides that I just can't find the motivation to rp much anymore unless it's either on fb with my sister, Pau (who I've been slacking with rp's) and my frand Kaylee or with my girlfriend. I don't know what it is, but it's just gotten very hard for me.
I'm doing the best I can to motivate myself, really and I promise that all the replies I owe will be done, but I need time to find my muse again.
Sorry guys :/
I'm not saying I'm leaving. I love PM and almost all of the rper's on here. But my replies will be lacking when I don't have inspiration. I guess I'm just extremely stressed lately and that's caused me to slack here. I need to focus more on my plans for the future. I need a job and finances to get to film school and it's jut not happening. I can't do what some people do and put rp first. RP isn't life. It's fun, yes, but it's not everything. There are some people who rp as though it were their life and I just can't. I have dreams and goals I want to accomplish. I have a beautiful girl in my life who I put before everything except my goals. Because she's a part of those goals. I can't lose the chance to not only accomplish my goals because rp is important. Life's complicated. RP is not life for me. My future and my girl are my life. End of story. Besides that I just can't find the motivation to rp much anymore unless it's either on fb with my sister, Pau (who I've been slacking with rp's) and my frand Kaylee or with my girlfriend. I don't know what it is, but it's just gotten very hard for me.
I'm doing the best I can to motivate myself, really and I promise that all the replies I owe will be done, but I need time to find my muse again.
Sorry guys :/