Post by Meg "Oh! La La" Giry on Jun 24, 2013 23:56:00 GMT -5
The emotions that moved Meg's dancing today were not of the normal, cheery kind.
No, today, her passion fueled her. Meg danced ballet today, her pointe shoes finally found buried beneath a bunch of purses in her closet. She flitted across the stage even more gracefully than she'd done years ago at the Populaire. There, she'd been a clunky, inexperienced young woman who's only reason for being a dancer was because her mother was the mistress of the ballet. Over time, however, she had grown to love it, and depended on it when others failed her.
Today, Meg danced for herself. She'd been dancing for others so long that she'd lost sight of why she enjoyed it in the first place, and this was why. The stereo she brought with her played Swan Lake, a favorite of hers ever since she heard it for the first time. She fluttered her arms as the Swan Queen Odette, though her attire was a simple rehearsal tutu. She felt regal though, most of the time closing her eyes and only feeling the music.
Quite often, however, her eyes opened for just a moment, only to glance at Box Five. She knew he probably wasn't watching, but all the same, it was his box, and her dancing for the past ten years had always been for him. Would he like her better if she danced for herself?
She wouldn't know. Her arms stretched toward the box, as if beckoning, pulling a prince down from the heavens to save her Swan-self. At the crescendos, her presence cracked and nearly weeped in remorse, and at the quieter, more contemplative moments, a sad smile graced her face. Now, if only people appreciated it when she danced like this. If only they didn't just see her as the "Oh! La La" girl... Then maybe she would surpass Christine...
No, today, her passion fueled her. Meg danced ballet today, her pointe shoes finally found buried beneath a bunch of purses in her closet. She flitted across the stage even more gracefully than she'd done years ago at the Populaire. There, she'd been a clunky, inexperienced young woman who's only reason for being a dancer was because her mother was the mistress of the ballet. Over time, however, she had grown to love it, and depended on it when others failed her.
Today, Meg danced for herself. She'd been dancing for others so long that she'd lost sight of why she enjoyed it in the first place, and this was why. The stereo she brought with her played Swan Lake, a favorite of hers ever since she heard it for the first time. She fluttered her arms as the Swan Queen Odette, though her attire was a simple rehearsal tutu. She felt regal though, most of the time closing her eyes and only feeling the music.
Quite often, however, her eyes opened for just a moment, only to glance at Box Five. She knew he probably wasn't watching, but all the same, it was his box, and her dancing for the past ten years had always been for him. Would he like her better if she danced for herself?
She wouldn't know. Her arms stretched toward the box, as if beckoning, pulling a prince down from the heavens to save her Swan-self. At the crescendos, her presence cracked and nearly weeped in remorse, and at the quieter, more contemplative moments, a sad smile graced her face. Now, if only people appreciated it when she danced like this. If only they didn't just see her as the "Oh! La La" girl... Then maybe she would surpass Christine...