Post by Mister Y on Jun 17, 2013 1:17:20 GMT -5
Erik stood up from his piano. His creativity had long since dried since his muse had gone from him...he had no reason to work, no reason to write. And when he tried, the only thing that he could produce was what the masses wanted...Nothing beautiful ever came from his pen anymore. Nothing worthwhile.
He sighed, stepping away from the bench. Perhaps a cup of tea would help ease his troubled mind. Christine had disappeared, and he had no idea where she could've gone. Maybe she'd found a way back to where they all belonged? He hoped so. For her safety's sake, anyway. But he knew that wasn't what he wanted.
Erik wanted her back. He wanted to talk to her again, to see her, to reach for her and feel her and just be engulfed in the essence of her. But after their first encounter after ten years, he'd questioned it. What he really wanted. Did he really want Christine back? After he'd left her so she could live a normal life, and not worry about the pain and suffering that came with his? Or did he just want a companion?
He worked his way to the kitchen, his mind reeling with contemplations of what he truly wanted. He wanted his music back, yes...But did that come with Christine? Or was that his own wishful thinking that made him believe so? He set the water on the stove to boil, then went to his shelf to pick out his tea. Perhaps something light this time. Something with rose in it. Ahhh, yes. He picked his canister from the shelf and set it on the table, then sat to wait for the water to boil.
Perhaps, Erik thought, perhaps he was giving this all too much thought. Perhaps his answer to his muselessness was simple, and did not include Christine at all...but...she was his Angel. She'd lifted him from the Hell he'd lived in underneath the Opera House, and made him see Heaven's light. A kiss...a night together...she'd saved him from his wretchedness. How could she not be his muse? How could his problem not be related in some way to her?
He sighed, stepping away from the bench. Perhaps a cup of tea would help ease his troubled mind. Christine had disappeared, and he had no idea where she could've gone. Maybe she'd found a way back to where they all belonged? He hoped so. For her safety's sake, anyway. But he knew that wasn't what he wanted.
Erik wanted her back. He wanted to talk to her again, to see her, to reach for her and feel her and just be engulfed in the essence of her. But after their first encounter after ten years, he'd questioned it. What he really wanted. Did he really want Christine back? After he'd left her so she could live a normal life, and not worry about the pain and suffering that came with his? Or did he just want a companion?
He worked his way to the kitchen, his mind reeling with contemplations of what he truly wanted. He wanted his music back, yes...But did that come with Christine? Or was that his own wishful thinking that made him believe so? He set the water on the stove to boil, then went to his shelf to pick out his tea. Perhaps something light this time. Something with rose in it. Ahhh, yes. He picked his canister from the shelf and set it on the table, then sat to wait for the water to boil.
Perhaps, Erik thought, perhaps he was giving this all too much thought. Perhaps his answer to his muselessness was simple, and did not include Christine at all...but...she was his Angel. She'd lifted him from the Hell he'd lived in underneath the Opera House, and made him see Heaven's light. A kiss...a night together...she'd saved him from his wretchedness. How could she not be his muse? How could his problem not be related in some way to her?